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    Sunday, May 19, 2013

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    Alkisah bagaimana sepatah ayat luahan kata daripada seorang ibu meninggalkan kesan mendalam.  

    Segala keputusan tentang hidup yang dibuat ini bukan satu kesilapan. 

    Di mana keberadaan kini bukan satu penyesalan tetapi satu cabaran. 

    Ya, kehidupan yang jauh dari apa yang disangka serta dirancang. 

    Bukan wang ringgit atau nilai pekerjaan itu yang dihitung, 

    tetapi berapa nilainya pekerjaan  berkenaan dalam masyarakat. 

    Bukan kerja senang dan mudah yang dicari, tetapi pengalaman mahal 

    dan peluang yang datang sekali dalam seumur hidup. 

    Mungkin si ibu tidak mengerti walaupun hakikatnya

    aliran pekerjaan kita sama tapi hasrat kita mungkin berbeda. 

    Ya, pada pandangan mata orang luar mungkin semua ini satu kesilapan dan kebodohon 

    Tetapi empunya diri menegaskan ini semua bukan satu kesilapan 

    dan tidak pernah akan menyesal. 

    Biarlah mereka dengan keputusan mereka dan keselesaan mereka. 

    Dan biarkan aku di sini dengan cabaran yang mendewasakan kehidupan, 

    mengentalkan semangat, pembuka mata dan minda. 

    Peluang datang dan pergi, singgahnya tidak akan kembali. 

    Apa guna hidup seribu tahun, jika hidup tidak memberi makna kepada 

    mereka yang amat memerlukan. 


    those who can, write the future

    Monday, February 18, 2013

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    How do you feel looking back at your previous life? 
    Looking back at how that particular job was so easy and fun. 
    At how life as a students, your worries were only assignments and exam.
    Looking back  at how life was before you made a decision that makes you, you, NOW? 

    Or do you always dream of the future? 
    Thinking about 1001 possibilities of the 'what if?' 
    What if I went to Graduate School instead of working life? 
    What if I studied Economy instead of  Science? 
    What if I never say yes to you? 
    What if I this, what if I that.......... 

    I look back at few major decisions I have made these few years, 
    there were no regret because with each of the decision,
    I have gained more experiences, insight and new perspective on life.

    Met more friends at my first work place, friends who are understanding and supportive. 
    Realize that I might have the natural talent to teach. 
    Leave my first job, join a greater cause. 
    A cause to end the education inequity in Malaysia. 

    Everyone dreams of changing our education system 
    They rant, they complaint, they finger pointed people, 
    but.... do you really put yourself in the teachers' shoes? 
    Or even the students' needs? 

    Yes, everyone can dream of a better future, 
    but those who can, WRITE THE FUTURE. 
     And those are the fellows of Teach For Malaysia.

    wonderful life :)

    Sunday, February 17, 2013

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    almost one year hiatus. there is nothing to worry, i am still alive.
    in fact, life has been even more wonderful day by day. 

    i promise i will be back here, soon. i will rant on my current life, 
    to keep record on my dream for the kids, to vent out my anger 
    and frustration, to cherish every moments worth remembering.

    there is a major change in life, since the last post. 
    something that make me move once more from a place that is 
    almost my second hometown. 

    but i guaranteed that these two years will be a life changing years
    and i hope, you will endure it will me. 


    new nest

    Friday, March 16, 2012

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    I moved to the new (rented) house last Monday. Obviously, it is one of my favourite nest so far. The apartment is just nice with its slightly yellow paint. Not to mention the gorgeous big build in wardrobe! I saved a lot of bucks and spaces with wardrobe that hugeeee.. Ngee, hopefully that won't give a reason for me to buy more clothes in the future.

    Besides the wardrobe, there is the kitchen cabinet that is very convenient to hide everything in the kitchen. But, sadly... we have yet to buy the stove and the gas. Never mind, a rice cooker will be just fine. Don't tell me you never fry chicken or sausage or egg with a rice cooker? It's called College's Student Survival Skill :)

    Mostly, this new move is something that bring comfort with the private space compare to previous rented apartment (with other housemates). Fridge is waiting to be pick up from its place, TV is still under consideration. Now, the excitement is killed by the fact that ---i still have almost 10 boxes in the old house, waiting to be moved. There are one computer table, 2 racks and maybe 2 boxes of stuff. *Moving house is a tiring process, and i have to go through it twice within a year! My oh my, i do hope the next time that i need to move, is to my own house.

    So much of my new nest, but there is only ONE MISSION POSSIBLE task to achieve now.Which is to learn to drive, again! The fast moving cars and the numbers of cars on the road scared me to the bone.. And to drive in Subang and Puchong, these are totally a hell of traffic *sigh..

    Wish me luck then.

    some bugs that got into my head

    Sunday, February 26, 2012

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    BUGS ATTACKED!

    something bugging my mind but i don't know what things.
    and i think, it is more than one type of bug. they all creep into my mind, bite deeper each passing day, leaving lots of blank spaces that need to be rethink, decision making to be made.

    conversation with myself is not helping, and i don't think talking these matters with some other people will help too. nahh, best keep in locked inside that secret hidden part of the brain.

    and yeah, bugs are winning until i found the suitable pesticide for them.


    #it's a rainy Sunday night. surprisingly, i do not have the Monday blues. Just that, the feeling is a bit iggy. don't ask me why coz i really don't know.

    changes.

    Saturday, February 25, 2012

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    changes.
    changing and to be change.
    all these we can't avoid
    no matter how we wanted to run away from it.

    comes the new year, and everything will change
    from individual, social, politic, economy and system
    who can stop it?

    changed hair style, changed mind set
    change address, change job?
    but please, someone do not ask any single woman
    when will the status change?

    too much to be change
    but the world still remain the same.
    not significant enough, maybe?
    Sunday, January 8, 2012

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    A photo taken at the apartment sometimes around December 2012.
    The sunset in the sky horizon that evening was awesomely stunning that i can't help but to grab my digital camera and captured the moment.

    A picture speaks thousand words. A picture also tells different stories to each different person according to their own perspective. Non to mention, a picture captured moments that we would like to freeze and look at for many many years to come. Moments that we know, will never come twice in our life.

    Since i came across the art of lomo, i knew that i am going to stick to it a very long time. Photos took with film camera are classic, old school to me. I like the yellowish, aged photo quality it produce. It doesn't matter how bad the film turn out to be but in the end, it is still an artwork for the person who shoot it.

    Maybe, i am just an old soul who seem to like most of the olden days stuff. Who loves the music by White Shoes and the Couples' Company. I love Zee Avi's songs too much that i can indulge in her music whole day long with the same playlist. Paired with coffee and book, that is like heaven on Earth to me.

    It is a new year. New resolution, i have none. I just want to be better in everything that i do, and in every character that i play in this life. Be it a sister, a friend, a lover or a teacher. And with that, let us start our 2012 with a photo to remind us how we really start it from day 1.

    Cheers to 2011, and Welcome 2012!