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  • Visit the closet!

    Monday, May 31, 2010

    proudly introducing a new blog!
    the asal usul kejadian of this blog ialah kerna:

    1. tooo many clothes in the closet. either wear once, twice or never (brand new).
    some people did ask me to do something with the clothes but but ..(tak sampai ati la)

    2. in need of some money :( ...

    3. hand so itch, wanna waste time on some other blogging thingy.

    i do have a dream about all this online boutique things, just need to do more research and of course, money money money!
    so, in the mean time, keep clicking here to my new baby..


    love-hate relationship: with bacteria & such

    Thursday, May 27, 2010
    oh yeah... i love and i hate microorganisms especially dear bacteria.
    don't get me wrong, i will always love them. without them, me and you can't live here on earth. tiny miny little life, but are always complicated than human. loving them because that is what i study all these while. how not to love them, tell me.
    hatred come when, hmm..when i need to read a LOTS of boo
    ks, journals, articles and what so ever to write my thesis. common and normal right, for a research student like me.

    but, but.... the knowledge grow bigger and deeper day by day. how to catch up like this? today, they say like this... tomorrow like that. oh m
    y bacteria, wish you can just talk to me laa. i won't eat you, i promise :)

    i've postponed my thesis writing for almost 5 months already. Gosh, why am i so lazy? Just because everytime i look at my log book, my data a
    nd results.. i am lost. Can never get into the writing mode, staring blankly at journals and notebook's screen 'till head got dizzy!

    tonight, finally... the mood is on. haha, but wait.. why am i blogging instead of doing my work? erk... i couldn't found info i need in the internet. waaaaaaaaa...*cry cry cry.

    wuwuwuw... nevermind lah, share with you my beloved bacteria's picture.





    Criminal Mind S4: season finale..

    Tuesday, May 25, 2010
    Criminal Mind season 4 came to its end last night.. tsk tsk so sad. That mean i'll be no longer waiting eagerly in front of tele, every monday 10.30 pm on 8tv. There is no more the ever charming, eccentric Dr. Spencer Reid from BAU team for me to go ga-ga over...

    Last night episode was actually the second part of the case. This episode was call 'To the hell and back'. A very disturbing, dark and evil story. So many things to absorbed, process and think at the same time. Siblings love for each other, human value in the eyes of the people. Come on, it's a fact that we always thi
    nk that people who live on the street are just useless, junkies and rubbish to the society. But have we ever take a moment to ponder that somewhere, there are family who cares for them? Or maybe they ran away from home just because they have problems at home and no one seem to care about them? When they disappeared from the streets, authority will just assumed that they dead -- because of drugs, prostitution syndicate and such.

    The bad people got killed in this episode. But all we want is justice, enough said. So do the BAU, shooting the unsub to death is not a solution for them. The team's motivation is to prevent bad things from happening, to catch vigilant before they can kills anyone. But like Hotchner said in the end of the show, how many bad evil people are still roaming outside? Every moment the BAU manage
    to capture some, at that exact moment.... other killing sprees are happening, somewhere.

    It is not a season finale when there was no cliff-hanger aye? So, last night it was Hotchner's turn. Gun pointed at his head. And all i can do, is to wait for Season 5 to air in Malaysia. It's already played in US, and su
    re i can just download (or ask someone to do me that favour :) but.. but... I am not ashamed to admit that i am very old style. I prefer watching it one episode at a time, mean more time to look at the tiny little detail. Like what quote they quoted for the day, how was the story line. All these made me remember every episode clearly than just watching whole season at one seat/ one day long. After all, it's Dr. Reid's sharpness and intelligent that i adore. Morgan's kindness that warmth the series, Garcia's geek-ness catch my attention and oh well, Hotchner cold-ness??

    Lastly, i just want to say that i love Matthew G
    ray Gubbler. Without him, Criminal Mind is not CM... haha. So, i just share his picture and stare at him till Season 5 hit our shore :)

    Shrek Forever After the movie

    Monday, May 24, 2010
    watched Shrek Forever After few days ago, in 3D (yeayy!!). was very excited to meet again with Shrek and his gangs. Puss in boot, donkey, dragon, Princes Fiona, Ginger bread cookies, Pinocchio and the cute list goes on :) But it is a good thing that this sequel is the last movie about Shrek. huh, i hate the facts that some good stories or movies, when made into too many sequel-- will loss its magical touch.
    in this movie, we were introduced to a new bad character, the Rumpelstiltskin (hey, if you read your Fairytale books, you will know who this bad guy is). He's kinda short, boyish like but bad, bad boy i tell you.

    movie start by showing how Shrek 's life goes same old same old for everyday. Proceed to his childrens 1st birthday party, where one fugly (excuse my language..opps) boy ask Shrek to do the famous Ogre roar. When Shrek refused to, he keep on bugging, very very annoying! All the chaos during the birthday bash and Shrek can't stand it anymore. He ran outside, talked to himself while the bad Rumpelstiltskin catch a chance to get what he want-- to be the king of Far Far Away. The bad guy plot his plan, and wallaa...Shrek fall into his trapped. For a day to be like the old good day of being an Ogre, Shrek dealed to give Rumpelstiltskin only one day of his life. Eager to have his Ogre day, Shrek let bad guy chose what day he want. And of course, who will predict that he'll take the day Shrek was born? So clever if him..

    While Shrek get a day of Ogre life, he start it by finding WANTED poster of Ogre and Princes Fiona too. Bad boy is King of Far Far away, with his group of witch catching Ogre. Fiona never been rescue from the Tower, Donkey never knew Shrek and of course have no idea that pink dragon is his wife. And oh yea, Puss in boot is not macho (but who can take away cuteness from him??), he is an obese cat! With pink ribbon tied to his neck..... The adventure start for Shrek the Ogre. Because the day he was born is taken away by baddy, by the end of 24 hours Shrek will vanish from earth. In order to keep his existence and get back his perfect life, he have to make Fiona kiss him.. a kiss of true love (never goes old, this trick). Want to know the end, then you'll have to go and watch it yourself :)... Good watch to entertain you and the whole family.

    Something catch me in this movie, that's when donkey ask Shrek why did he want to have a deal with Rumpelstiltskin when he have a perfect life? Shrek said:
    ''Because i don't know what i have until i loses it''

    Something cute, only once appeared in every Shrek movie, the big cutey eyes of Puss. In here, it happen when he cant lick his own back (well he is obese, remember) and ask for Donkey to borrow his tongue. so cute, i'll just forgive Fiona for making Puss a not so macho Maskeeteer.

    hell yeah, feed me if you dare!!
    adorable and cute

    JUNO - "All I Want Is You" Video

    Monday, May 17, 2010

    ~All I Want Is You lyric

    * juno movie poster
    watched Juno few days ago (yeah..i know, Juno was so yesterday but well, it's better late than never huh ;)

    am so in love with the movie's soundtracks!!!

    and today, dearie dear share with me one of the OST, and as usual i'll be searching like mad in the Youtube.

    There are 'Anyone but You' (which is sooo sweeet) and 'All i Want is You' (nice lyric) which i'll share it here.

    Here's the lyric! enjoy.. :)


    If I was a flower growing wild and free
    All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.

    And if I was a tree growing tall and green

    All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves


    If I was a flower growing wild and free

    All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.

    And if I was a tree growing tall and green

    All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves


    All I want is you, will you be my bride
    Take me by the hand and stand by my side
    All I want is you, will you stay with me?
    Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

    If you were a river in the mountains tall,

    The rumble of your water would be my call.

    If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow

    Just as long as you were with me, when the cold winds blow.


    All I want is you, will you be my bride

    Take me by the hand and stand by my side

    All I want is you, will you stay with me?

    Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.


    If you were a wink, I'd be a nod

    If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.

    If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug

    And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug


    All I want is you, will you be my bride

    Take me by the hand and stand by my side

    All I want is you, will you stay with me?

    Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.


    If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.

    If you were the love, I'd be the desire.

    If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,

    And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.


    All I want is you, will you be my bride

    Take me by the hand and stand by my side

    All I want is you, will you stay with me?

    Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.




    pukul 3 pagi....

    Monday, May 10, 2010

    jam tiga pagi....

    tak dapat nak tido, dah berapa kali bangun minum air

    pergi toilet, baring balik

    tetap gak mata tak nak lelap

    lagi tak membantu sebab perut berkeroncong plak

    nak baring saje pun masalah

    sebab tengkuk rasa sakit sangat sangat

    biji mata pulak rasa nak tertanggal dari soket mata ni

    sungguh-sungguh punya derita

    tak pernah-pernah jadi sebegini

    sepanjang hidup bergelar student

    dah la malam ni sejok tak ingat

    siap kena berstoking berseluar panjang

    penyebab utama tak dapat tidur ni

    tak lain tak bukan....

    ini lah dia....

    encik sakit kepala @ migrain.

    memang rasa nak bagi letup je kepala

    tak pun paku kan biar keluar tekanan udara

    apa daa aku merepek ni????

    @_@...
    kepala sudah weng weng

    kalau nak ikut method kira kambing biri biri

    rasanya habis satu Australia punya kambing aku hitung kot

    takkan dapat tido punya

    waah... tolong daku, nak pocah palo den ni hah....

    bliss :)

    Saturday, May 8, 2010

    instrumental guitar,
    rainy afternoon
    totally bliss .
    wonderful tonight instrumental,
    melt my heart away :)

    can every day be like this please, please, please...


    a letter to mum


    dear mum,


    blessed mother's day.
    but to me, every day is a Mother's Day for you.

    i am sorry i can't be home with you this special day,
    but it's the thought that count aite.

    even if i am there with you,
    i'll be even sorry because nothing much that i can do to

    celebrate the day
    (coz unlike some of your friends who have working children, i am jobless)

    i still remember all your stories,
    about the hardship you faced to have what you have now.

    challenges to give your family a better living,
    the sweats and blood that you shed.

    i hold all these life's lessons dear to my heart,
    with the promise that i'll do even better.

    forgive me for taking too much time pursuing my studies.
    i can't t
    ell you what took me so long,
    cause i knew you will not always understand it.
    just believe in me, that i ask.
    you will always be my role model for sure,
    for all your determination and motivation

    your wisdom and far-sightedness.
    i thanks you for sending me to Chinese school,
    for when people asked me

    how come i can speak fluent Mandarin?
    i'll always tell them that

    'It's my brilliant mum's idea of better education for her children'
    i thanks you for freedom and trust that you gave us
    but still you manage to imply respect and fear for you in us.
    this special day, i'll fly you just card with Pos Ekspres
    card made from the heart, the one and only
    not for sale, not bought from the shop also.
    just a simple way to tell you
    that you are always on my mind
    and how i love you and
    thanks you for everything that you have done.

    ~ love,

    a video from Yuna >Deeper Conversation

    Friday, May 7, 2010

    DeePeR conVersAtiOn~Yuna~

    Is your favourite colour blue?
    Do you always tell the truth?

    Do you believe in outerspace?

    And I'm learning you


    Is your skin as tanned as mine?

    Does your hair flow sideways?

    Did someone took a portion of your heart?

    And I'm learning you


    And if you don't mind

    Can you tell me

    All your hopes and fears

    And Everything that you believe in

    Would you make a difference in the world

    I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

    Only you can make me


    I let my guard down for you

    And in time you will too


    If you don't mind

    Can you tell me

    All your hopes and fears

    And Everything that you believe in

    Would you make a difference in the world

    I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

    Only you can make me


    If you don't mind
    Can you tell me
    All your hopes and fears
    And Everything that you believe in
    Would you make a difference in the world
    I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
    Only you can make me

    4x

    Deeper Conversation

    Let me

    More lyrics: here