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    biTTer @ pahit berkelat

    Tuesday, February 1, 2011

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    Jiwa kacau, perasaan tak happy :(
    Rasa macam makan oren manis tergigit part yang masam
    Lebih tepat kalau minum air asam jawa tanpa gula.
    Bak tergigit peria tanpa rela, atau dipaksa makan ubat.

    Dah excited susun story board dalam otak
    Ingat nak share cerita ceriti dongeng moden
    Kamera lomo Diana, Holga & segala yang cute
    But, tak pa lah......
    Tengok gaya, simpan dalam tempayan sudah.

    Story telling hari lain xde feel dah...
    aku no mood... aku rasa macam cakap sorang
    wuwu.... pahit kelat dan masam.
     :(

    oh, tipah tertipu..

    Wednesday, January 26, 2011

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    tipah tertipuuuuuuuu!!! hear hear the story...

    ''det det det det....'' (ringtone bunyi lagu Violet Hour nyanyian Sea wolf) handphone berbunyi seawal jam 7.50am... jangan tanya siapa yang tepon. Jam 8am, 1pm dah 11pm, memang ringtone ni harus berbunyi, kalau tak bunyi jadi gundah gulana haru biru okei...


    ''hellooo.. morning!''... bla bla bla bla bla.... *mata celik O_O* tiba-tiba.
    ''tolong cek skali tiket asia..." alrite!
    *kreek (bunyi katil), angkat bangun berus gigi bancuh kopi on laptop.


    cari website aasia, cari kan flight untuk fantastic Mr. Fox :P
    *Slurrrp* minum kopi sambil tunggu page load....
    *Gulpppp* *Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!* mata fix kat skrin laptop.
    Ini serius ok, sangat serius. Return ticket KCH-KL, fare cuma RM56.00???


    Biarr betul? Gosok gosok mata, double check date n time. Ia, sah memang betul.
    Ambil handphone. *Ketik ketik* bunyi sms fantastic Mr.Fox rega tiket..
    Tunggu, tunggu... pastu handphone bunyi. (Ini pada jam 9am)


    Mr.Fox tak percaya (sapa caya....kan) so decided malam karang baru beli. Alright.
    Haha.. hati berbunga-bunga (monolog nie).. Senyum tak sudah.
    Dah tengahari sikit, baru sedar dunia. Cek kat Twitter world, waduh waduh. Gamat nie.
    Twitter AAsia dah kasi habaq satu dunia ada promotion last minute deal. Sei lo sei lo...
    *Imagine bubble imagination kena pop ngan jarum* POPPPP!


    Jam 12pm, cek lagi harga tiket.. okei, masih sama. Kusss semangat.
    Jam 1pm, lagu Violet Hour berkumandang lagi :))
    Hello sayang (aha, macam lagu Tilu..kan kan)
    Bla bla bla... Oh, ok later i cek the tix n try to buy it.
    Lepas tu, sambung balik lunch kat mamak.....


    Jam 2.30pm.... Yeay, beli tiket beli tiket. Can see Mr.Fox soon.. *hahaha, dalam hati ada taman*
    Page aasia loading............load....load.....

    ......JENG JENG JENG JENG JENG JENG......

    HARGA TIX ONE WAY = RM103 (CHEAPEST)
    Return tix = RM200++ (do ur math laa)



    tipah tertipuu :'((
    AAsia, not everyone can fly.
    Especially, golongan pokai.








    ::terowong gelap dan harapan::

    Tuesday, January 25, 2011

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    Kau pernah alami peristiwa gangguan elektrik atau black out? Lagi best kalau kena waktu malam-malam. Kalau masa tu kat tempat yang familiar takpa jugak, jalan raba-raba cari lilin ke lampu picit ke. Hah, cuba masa black out tu engkau kat tempat yang kau tak pernah pergi. Sumpah engkau memang tak tau kat mana pintu, kat mana tingkap. Terkurung kat unknown place, gelap gulita hitam pekat. Apa kau rasa? Takut kan, tak keruan... dan memang berusaha sedaya upaya nak keluar dari tempat tu. Rasanya kalau kau jumpa pemetik api, mesti perasaan kau masa tu macam kena tiket loteri ke jackpot ke yang nilai juta juta tu.

    Itu cuma cerita black out baii.. Cuba bayangkan kalau blackout semalaman... Mau nya kau tak tidur satu malam gak. Ye lah, dengan panasnya tak ada kipas atau penghawa dingin... Lengkap lagi dengan imaginasi segala cerita hantu seram yang kau pernah tengok selama ni. Nah, ambil kau siapa suruh suka sangat layan cerita hampeh picisan. Jangan bohong lah kalau kau kata tak takut dengan Vampire~ itu semua karakter yang telah diolah jadi menawan kalbu. Looks sell bak kata orang kan. Cuba pergi cari cerita Count Dracula dulu-dulu punya movie..... takut giler seh.

    Hah, kalau lah katakan senario gelap gulita tu tadi, kita bawa ke dalam terowong. Ala-ala terowong bawah tanah kat lebuhraya tu, tak pun imagi    ne sahaja terowong LRT lepas stesen Pasar Seni ke arah KLCC... Bayangkan kalau engkau berada kat dalam terowong yang panjang, seolah olah never ending tu. Gelap gelita sampai tak nampak jari sendiri, lepas tu suasana senyap saja. Panik melanda, kau lari tak tentu arah. Tujuannya hanya satu, nak mencari sumber cahaya walau sebesar jarum. Manusia rasa insecure tanpa cahaya, betul.

    Terowong tu dah la gelap, kau pulak tak tau berapa panjang dan lebar nya. Lari lari lari.... tiba tiba terlari masuk air paras lutut. Alamak, sudah jatuh ditim    pa tangga. Dah la gelap, ada air apa ntah.. air pembentung ke, air hujan ke... Ntah ada haiwan apa kat dalam air tu.... Oh, panik level meningkat lagi. Seriau-o-meter menaik, seram-o-meter tak payah cakaplah...

    Kau lari ke depan, ke belakang.. semua sama sebab gelap ma    na lah nak nampak kan. Tapi dalam hati kau percaya, ini memang ada jalan keluar. Kau mengharapkan sekelumit cahaya memancar lah dari mana arah. Harapan tetap digenggam, to lose hope is to die. Setidak tidak nya, kau berharap adalah orang lain yang berada dalam terowong tu. Sekurang kurangnya tidak lah berseorangan. Bak lagu Taylor, two is better than one kan. Mengharap kepada dua perkara, punca cahaya dan teman.

    Punca cahaya mungkin juga adalah hujung terowong. Pepatah Light at the end of the tunnel, tapi mungkin juga cahaya tu di tengah, siapa tahu? Teman, yang menjadi tempat sandaran untuk meluahkan segala ketakutan serta yang menjana kan bersama keberanian.

    Aku, sekarang ni masih berlegar kat dalam terowong itu. Tapi harapan tetap ada. Iya, sejuta harapan. Kalau berkecai, tinggal 999999 lagi.





    sudah sudah lah tu

    Wednesday, January 19, 2011

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    Sudah sudah lah tu
    wahai badan ku, jiwaku
    Letih dan mengantuk
    walhal apa kerja kau buat?

    Kau bangun celik mata
    Minum kopi secawan, roti sekeping dua
    Mata terpana depan laptop
    Apa untung berFacebook, berTwitter?

    Sudah sudah la tu
    jangan bertangguh, jangan malas
    Log book dah panggil
    Journals dah seru

    Tak berguna kalau hanya sesalan
    tanpa tindakan ya tak
    Wahai hati, wahai minda
    Kuatkan semangat, kentalkan raga

    Sudah sudah lah tu....
    Merenung jauh tanpa isi
    Bagai orang gila
    Cakap dengan dinding.

    Aah.. sudah sudah la tu.

    ~......have you ever..... ~

    Wednesday, January 20, 2010

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    have you ever feel the rush of joy or happiness that can't be describe by words? i did and pretty amazing when the emotion triggered not by what others do for you but what you do for other people, no matter how tiny or huge the things indeed. let says, when i look at my fellow young brothers and sisters unwrapped their Christmas gift -the cheapest it may be- but for sure a smile will shine from their innocent face, unable to control their contentment. And.. aahh yess, that's one fragment of moment.. their joy spread to me, warmed my heart and sometimes my tear-ducts, such an emotional person i am. how i wish i could freeze that seconds, extract it and put into small glass vial..as the old says-as a saving for a rainy day =) how about when you do something for your own good? definitely warmer feeling and longer effects of happiness i may say. like when i finally got little piece of result for my research.. seriously, it was nothing much but when i remember that for ever i am always a failure at doing it... and taa raa boommm!!! i am yellow with sunshine today =) =) =)

    my little cousin was so delighted that she don't even talk a words after opening the gift
    ever feeling so bluey that no matter what you do, you just can't shake the feeling off? hmm.... when that happened to me.. the cloudy day, the mellow songs, the quietness of surrounding, coldness and almost everything makes me down, blue...how i hate it but it have its own goodness. why? just because it's negative, it doesn't meant that we have to immense deeply into it.. usually i try to look at the brighter side of it. so much of an optimistic that everything have to be in that view huh.... taking a slow walk in my campus especially after rain fall, still in down mood while anticipating that RapidKL will come no sooner that 1hour time.. nothing sound good eh.. but all those green aged trees with its light pink flowers--is like a magic--that gave some kind of serenity to the soul and refreshing to the eyes O_0.. or perhaps sending text messages to old friends, having them replying your text will definitely decrease the negative aura..



    and lastly..have you ever been in love? yes, right.. in love with God's love, with a person or multiple person, artists, movies, songs or anything..sure each and every one of normal human being have come across this feeling, more than you could remember ; ) love-->makes people do all kind of things, stupid or wise. just like when Harry Potter mania crash the world, the fans or the lovers of this book series will camp outside the bookstore, waiting for the new book release day, hoping that they will be the first to read it. Then come the Twilight Saga madness, suddenly everyone is in love with vampires (oh no, Count Dracula is not so scary nowadays), in fact they are almost like the perfect boyfriend/girlfriend materials you ever dream of... Talk about songs peeps! I raise my hands to admit that i am the kind who will keep on playing my current crush songs over and over and over again--until i move on to the next song my heart fall in love with but from time to time.... i'll always came back to the previous songs.how to perfectly describe the emotion call love-->i believe that.. is in the opinion and matter of heart for those who involved. It's like ecstasy..feeling high up in the sky (caution: you may fall down and the pains are unbearable) It's like the worst heart attack.. you can't breath right, you got constant fast pace heart thumping beat. Sometimes, love is like making a cup of tea and not remove the teabag..leaving it soak in the hot water.. light taste of tea turns to perfect and while you sit and savors sipping.. damn, it started to taste bitter, the tea turns dark.. you want to throw it away but you still remember its sweet taste to your mouth.. And you say to yourself>> ok, i'll save this tea, add some hot water, some sugar or maybe milk>> end up we have milk tea after bitter tea. Love of a friend, if it is genuine.. is the most treasured love. They love you just the way you are, criticizes you good or bad because that is what we really need. Even though long after you separated from each other, the moment you see or hear each other again... everything stay the same. Hmm... maybe the friendship love between Tom & Jerry, Oggy & the Cockroaches and TweetyBird & Sylvester the Cat is the most interesting of all..
    lovers of vampires, werewolves and zombies?

    Tom and Jerry, classic..

    walking the love



    Love, Hope and Faith.. the greatest of all is Love.

    i got a feeling and i hate it...

    Tuesday, January 5, 2010

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    arghhh!!!!!!!!! here come that critical feeling of being lazy, hopeless and loser again and again, right at the starting of a new year! when waking up early in the morng is not the problem anymore, another prob arise which is to sustain energy level till 5pm (at least..) caffeine do nothing effective here, believe me coz i have double portion of it by 2pm for 2days straight.
    and suddenly, i hate to be in my so call comfort zone of campus anymore.. cliche as it sound, i wanna break free and do something new, something fun and refreshing.. even the lab. conditions are not helping me coping with this. imagine doing ur works in a super duper hot room plus a labcoat that a mandatory to be wear all the time. to make my self happy and keep going on is to think about my best ever new year weekend and all the happy times with friends and families. hmm..it's my fault to live a lazy-bum life =p... and oh yea, i love whining about my own fault... now seem that i have to wait for such a looong time for my media from autoclave machine, im getting even piss off at everything! spoil spoiler spoilest!!!!! hah...did i meantion that i agreed to help my friend doing something kinda illegal a.k.a w/out my xxxxxxx knowing about it.. huhuhu... please please secret be safe. it's just a small thing after all, no need to be so kecoh2 and kamboh2...

    don't wait until everything is just right. it will never be perfect. there will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what? Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful
    ~mark victor hansen~

    farewell 2009, hello 2010

    Thursday, December 31, 2009

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    so long fare thee well... pete teo's song definitely describe my feeling towards year '09. will never can rewind it but still, there is high hope in 2010.. may every single mini things plan and not plan goes smoothly =) no more new year resolution. i know i will never can accomplish it so there will be short term n long term goals instead. hahahaha....
    new year celebration? nothing much.. plan to catch some new movie, cook some meals and have a joyful serene new year night hopefully. the utmost to be celebrate is time, another year that God added to our life, be thankful and live your life!
    to all my dearest friends (macam la dorang baca blog ni..) all the best in what you want to do, what you want to be and what so ever!care not what people say..


    tHiS iS a sTaRt FoR aN EnD!

    Wednesday, December 30, 2009

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    heyho! something new, something old; comes our ways, out our path. i promised myself that i must at least have a blog before year ended. and taaraa. \O/ (clap clap clap).. my 1st attempt posting. one checked item on my xx things-to-do list =p long ways to go ehh... enough rubbish, im sharing a poem discovered in online papers. enjoy and cheers to years 2009!

    What can be said in New Year rhymes, That’s not been said a thousand times?
    The new years come, the old years go, We know we dream, we dream we know.
    We rise up laughing with the light, We lie down weeping with the night.
    We hug the world until it stings, We curse it then and sigh for wings.
    We live, we love, we woo, we wed, We wreathe our prides, we sheet our dead.
    We laugh, we weep, we hope, we fear, And that’s the burden of a year.