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    • 8 months and counting...

    Monday, November 28, 2011

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    I land on my officially first job..ehm.. let say, by accident. A friend of friend told her there are vacancies in the school where she teach. So with out any hope, we just applied through email. Both of us went for the first interview but to cut the story short, i got the job and my friend got other job.


    To be honest, teaching as a school teacher is the least favourite teaching job that i would like to do. This may due to the facts that 1. i am surrounded by teachers - mum, uncles, sister and lots of friends. 2. i can be in teaching profession but as tutor or lecturer.
    But as the says, the more you dislike something, the more you will get involve in it. *Sigh! And because i've already decided earlier this year, i need to move on no matter what is the status of my postgrads study. I made myself a private school teacher much more because i need to earn money for my own cost of living.


    It has been 8 months since the day i walked blurry into the class and continue from the chapters their previous teacher left them at. Luckily for me, i got to teach all sciences subject, meaning i need to focus on science discipline only. *Relieve* I've learned a lots during these period - working environments (people and management), students and little details that make me a better person especially.


    Due to the fact that i am the substitute teacher that left the school earlier, all the job description of that teacher was hand down to me. I the one without any experience became the Form Teacher, Head of Kadet Bomba, the penilai PEKA and all sort of things that i need to comprehend in no time. My class is not the best class in the school but towards the end of year, right after their PMR, i saw their tr    ue colours. Characters that can be nurture, guide and mentored to be a good person in the future. Yes, they may be some rich spoiled kids; they have all the latest gadgets but most of them do not have time spend with their family. For them life is at school, with their friends.


    As the academic year ended last 2 weeks, i would like to put the mem    ory here as a reference in the future, for me to look and ponder upon.




    merdeka day celebrations with the kids

    when i was once a little girl......

    Monday, November 7, 2011

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    Que Sera Sera, the song that i used to sing when i was a little girl.     Our curiousity for our future was so massive when we were small. Not to say that we are not curious about our future now in our adulthood. Just that to recalled back all our innocent dreams and predictions, and compare it to what we have now... irony, funny or amusing for some.

    It is just that, what we have and how we live now is far too much different from what we ever dream of, for me at least. For example, i should have finish my MSc in 3 years time the most. But to date, almost 5 years but still the end is very much blur to me. I pray earnestly that this chapter will end soon. This mean my dream for PhD will have to be on hold for don't know how long.

    I am a person with only a few close friends. Cause the quality is more important than the quantity. My best friend, D, and i used to day dream a lotss during our class. Yes, we are the golden pair in the class. Every single teacher that taught us know how talkative we are despite the fact that we sit together, live in the same place together but our chattering is a never ending business :D

    We imagined how life would be when we are 27... oppss.. that is NOW. I am still nowhere that i can be proud of. But as for D, a chapter of her life is started at 27. A happy married woman she is now. I am happy for you, dear friend.

    As for yours truly here... Let time decide everything.

    Cheers and have a good school holiday to those teachers!