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    Saturday, January 23, 2010


    Lyrics | The Smiths - There Is A Light That Never Goes Out lyrics

    ~ada apa dengan stesen komuter ~

    sedar tak sedar.. dah hari Sabtu balik. mesti ramai yang outing weekend ni kan.. hmm, minggu ni aku duk rumah je. tengah dok termenung staring at my doom's door, ingat nak tgk citer Hindi kat TV3 tapi ada majlis pemakaman Sultan Johor yg mangkat smlm pulak.. dah buhsan-buhsan ni mula lah nak recalled weekend yg penuh aktiviti makan-makan dan movie marathon dengan seseorang. rindu laa plak dgn kesesakan manusia di mana-mana, padahal kalo dah berada dalam situasi sebenar bukan main lagi pening & rimas ngan lautan manusia...

    haa... nak buka cerita ada apa dngan stesen komuter, bukan filem Ada Apa dengan Cinta ek.. apa-apa pun, itulah 1st indonesian film aku minat. sbb Nicholas Shahputra mmg hensem and berlakon pulak cam selamba dan cool habis =) Back to the point, apa yg hebat sgt ngan stesen KTM ni sampai nak buka crite? well well well.. ni hasil observation aku spjg kesetiaan aku menggunakan public transport ni. Seperti diketahui, Komuter ni durasi perjalanan dan destinasi dia jauh sikit berbanding ngan LRT dan Monorail, maka secara tak langsung nye, byk lah masa kita spend duduk or berdiri bersesakkan kat dalam perut mesin tu. Nak dijadikan modal untuk aku yg suka observe human behavior, adalah tempat yg paling best lah. Macam-macam ragam manusia kita nampak kan lam ktm ni. Yg baik dan busuk hati, yg diam dan yg ingat ktm tu bapak dia punya.. etc etc..

    yang baik hati, bila de golongan tua atau yg kurang upaya berdiri, dorang ni lah yg akan bg tempat duduk dorang kata insan-insan yg memerlukan kan ni. yg busuk ati? penah seseorang ni (yg memang muda belia dan sihat tubuh badan) g duduk pla
    k tempat yg org baik ati ni offer kat org tua. pe kes??? nak kate hari batu, batu pun leh pecah.. hati titanium kot. Ada plak yg suka pasang lagu kuat-kuat, sorry to say.. salu nyer lagu ala-ala filem Hindustan yg berkumandang ye.. nsb baik dia tak bergelek terus kat lam gerabak tu. dah lah sesak, macam2 bau, ketenangan telinga pun tergugat, memang bikin angin satu kepala je. Kes pick pocket? haiz... Syukurlah aku x penah kena tapi pernah jadi saksi laa.. Ada sorang minah ni terjerit2 kata hp dia hilang. dia letak kat poket belakang sluar di.Pastu dia miskol hp, si pick pocket mmg kat depn dia je.. pe lagi, dia cekak leher mamat pencuri tu, dia jerit2 satu tren. memang babak 18sG lah.. mamat tu mmg salah pick victim, sbb minah tu ngan rambut kaler kalah Paris Hilton, nampak sangat rock dia.. wa caya lah sama lu ;p.. dia mmg dah nak sepak terajang pun mamat tu, tapi nsb baik ada para pakcik yg menenangkan dia. huhuhu.. sampai skrg aku terfikir-fikir apa lah jadi kat si pick pocket tu. Salah tu mmg lah sbb mencuri, tapi biar lah bg handle kat polis. jgn nak amik tindakan sndiri.. tu serba sedikit karenah manusia yg aku jumpa... kiranya, it's a small gerabak full with life lessons if we try to be sensitve to see more than the surface.

    next, ni yang serious sikit.... 1st benda kita buat sampai kat stesen KTM, kita beli tiket kan..semua orang tau mana nak pergi. kalo tak tau tu, sbb kita lum
    decide atau tgh tgu master mind bgtau idea nak g mana. pastu, kite tgk platform mana satu nak tgu tren kite tu. kalau salah platform, alamatnya salah naik tren lah nanti.
    let see how am i gonna applied this one to our life... kalau lah hidup ni sesenang naik turun komuter. Yang mana arah tuju hidup kita, kita dah tau awal-awal lagi. tinggal nak jump in the wagon je.. alangkah..... Tapi yelah, kalau hidup macam naik train, it's just one way ticket lah.. mana boleh nak patah balik kan :) What shoud you do, if suddenly you have to chose between 2 platform, to lots of different destination? and it's totally the opposite ways? Your mind tell you what you should do, but your heart betray the logic... the verdict is.. I pondered, the blood rush to my heart, my face... what should i do what should i do.... i've boarded the train that my heart told me to... but i don't know where its gonna bring me to. can i board halfway and get down, wait for other train to other destination? this, i don't know and i don't even dare to dream about it.

    ada apa dengan stesen komuter? ada destinasi yang berbeza, arah yang berlawanan.. one decision effect the other. ada gerabak yg penuh, tak selesa tapi menuju ke tempat yg hendak dituju. ada gerabak yg kosong, sejuk dan selesa tapi malangnya bukan destinasi dituju. what ever it is, tepuk kepala dapat jawabannya.


    Love, Hope and Faith. The greatest of all is LOVE.

    ~......have you ever..... ~

    Wednesday, January 20, 2010
    have you ever feel the rush of joy or happiness that can't be describe by words? i did and pretty amazing when the emotion triggered not by what others do for you but what you do for other people, no matter how tiny or huge the things indeed. let says, when i look at my fellow young brothers and sisters unwrapped their Christmas gift -the cheapest it may be- but for sure a smile will shine from their innocent face, unable to control their contentment. And.. aahh yess, that's one fragment of moment.. their joy spread to me, warmed my heart and sometimes my tear-ducts, such an emotional person i am. how i wish i could freeze that seconds, extract it and put into small glass vial..as the old says-as a saving for a rainy day =) how about when you do something for your own good? definitely warmer feeling and longer effects of happiness i may say. like when i finally got little piece of result for my research.. seriously, it was nothing much but when i remember that for ever i am always a failure at doing it... and taa raa boommm!!! i am yellow with sunshine today =) =) =)

    my little cousin was so delighted that she don't even talk a words after opening the gift
    ever feeling so bluey that no matter what you do, you just can't shake the feeling off? hmm.... when that happened to me.. the cloudy day, the mellow songs, the quietness of surrounding, coldness and almost everything makes me down, blue...how i hate it but it have its own goodness. why? just because it's negative, it doesn't meant that we have to immense deeply into it.. usually i try to look at the brighter side of it. so much of an optimistic that everything have to be in that view huh.... taking a slow walk in my campus especially after rain fall, still in down mood while anticipating that RapidKL will come no sooner that 1hour time.. nothing sound good eh.. but all those green aged trees with its light pink flowers--is like a magic--that gave some kind of serenity to the soul and refreshing to the eyes O_0.. or perhaps sending text messages to old friends, having them replying your text will definitely decrease the negative aura..



    and lastly..have you ever been in love? yes, right.. in love with God's love, with a person or multiple person, artists, movies, songs or anything..sure each and every one of normal human being have come across this feeling, more than you could remember ; ) love-->makes people do all kind of things, stupid or wise. just like when Harry Potter mania crash the world, the fans or the lovers of this book series will camp outside the bookstore, waiting for the new book release day, hoping that they will be the first to read it. Then come the Twilight Saga madness, suddenly everyone is in love with vampires (oh no, Count Dracula is not so scary nowadays), in fact they are almost like the perfect boyfriend/girlfriend materials you ever dream of... Talk about songs peeps! I raise my hands to admit that i am the kind who will keep on playing my current crush songs over and over and over again--until i move on to the next song my heart fall in love with but from time to time.... i'll always came back to the previous songs.how to perfectly describe the emotion call love-->i believe that.. is in the opinion and matter of heart for those who involved. It's like ecstasy..feeling high up in the sky (caution: you may fall down and the pains are unbearable) It's like the worst heart attack.. you can't breath right, you got constant fast pace heart thumping beat. Sometimes, love is like making a cup of tea and not remove the teabag..leaving it soak in the hot water.. light taste of tea turns to perfect and while you sit and savors sipping.. damn, it started to taste bitter, the tea turns dark.. you want to throw it away but you still remember its sweet taste to your mouth.. And you say to yourself>> ok, i'll save this tea, add some hot water, some sugar or maybe milk>> end up we have milk tea after bitter tea. Love of a friend, if it is genuine.. is the most treasured love. They love you just the way you are, criticizes you good or bad because that is what we really need. Even though long after you separated from each other, the moment you see or hear each other again... everything stay the same. Hmm... maybe the friendship love between Tom & Jerry, Oggy & the Cockroaches and TweetyBird & Sylvester the Cat is the most interesting of all..
    lovers of vampires, werewolves and zombies?

    Tom and Jerry, classic..

    walking the love



    Love, Hope and Faith.. the greatest of all is Love.

    just to share.

    Tuesday, January 19, 2010

    Came across this articles in TheMalaysianInsider.. i wish lots of people out there will read these and try to understand what is the issue all about actually.

    JAN 19 — Recently, someone whom I consider a very close and trusted friend, and who is a Muslim, wrote an email to me with a very simple question: “What was The Herald asking for exactly?”

    As someone who knew what the issue was from the start, having once been a freelance contributor to The Herald, I gathered my thoughts and spoke to a few relevant people and started writing down the facts of the whole issue.

    Instead of the creative and open writing style that is normally employed in any article, I decided to keep it strictly to the point with the facts itself, following the style of a former prime minister whose blog name is one letter short of the anagram for the word “CHEATED”, which is rather ironic since many of us still feel that way over events of the past 28 years.

    Anyway, this was my letter to that Muslim friend.

    Dear brother Malaysian,

    I wish all Muslims (and even some non-Muslims) were like you, stopping to ask what the issue was instead of playing straight into the tactics of people (and some media) who have personal and political agendas. Here are the facts of the issue, which I am sure will answer your question easily.

    1. The Herald has been around for more than 15 years.

    2. The Herald was first published in English only.

    3. By the late 1990s, there already was a Bahasa Malaysia edition, which occasionally contained the term “Allah”.

    4. Upon request, and to meet growing demand, Tamil and Chinese editions were added simply to allow Catholics who were more familiar with those two languages to have their community news and spiritual guidance explained for their better understanding. These editions covered a few pages respectively.

    5. Likewise, the thousands of East Malaysian students in government universities in Peninsula Malaysia, who are active in the Catholic Students Society in their respective universities, had requested to have pages added in Bahasa Malaysia (BM).

    6. These East Malaysians students over the past 15 years were naturally those who were educated completely under the Bahasa Malaysia medium and with little exposure to English (for the majority of them).

    7. In addition to the students, thousands of East Malaysians have been flocking to the Klang Valley for better prospects and simply to “cari makan”, just like other Malaysians from all over the peninsula. Again, the majority would be BM-educated and more comfortable worshiping in Bahasa Malaysia than in English.

    8. Like for the Tamil and Chinese editions, the East Malaysians naturally wanted the Bahasa Malaysia edition to be about their own community news, besides some local and global Catholic church news translated from English to Bahasa Malaysia.

    9. Bahasa Malaysia was, after all, their common denominator, i.e. the national language, propagated by the government themselves over all other languages since the late 1970s (hmmm . . . I wonder who was the education minister who started it all).

    10. The East Malaysians themselves wrote the original content and translated some of the English pages in The Herald to Bahasa Malaysia. One can easily surmise this from the writers’ by-lines as well as from the “Letters to the Editor” in the Bahasa Malaysia edition since its beginnings, around 12 years ago.

    11. If these East Malaysians used “Allah” in their praise and worship all their lives — as did their parents, grandparents and the generations before them — it would only be natural that they would write their articles and reflections, as well as do translations, using the only word they know for the “Lord our God”, the God of Abraham and Moses. The one Almighty God.

    12. The word “Allah” was never and will never be used to refer to Jesus in any Bahasa Malaysia translation. That is one blatant piece of misinformation that so many peninsula Malaysian Muslims have been wrongly led to believe.

    13. When former Home Minister Datuk Syed Hamid Albar imposed a blanket ban on the use of the word “Allah” in The Herald, as well as on imported Christian Bibles and other literature in both print and multimedia formats from Indonesia, the church appealed. 14. After appeals and all other avenues failed, the Catholic Church had no choice but to go to court because it is a basic deprivation of human rights in not allowing East Malaysian Christians the right to worship God in a manner they have used to worship Him all their lives and for generations past.

    14. The Herald just wants the right for their Klang Valley-based East Malaysian readers to practise their faith, and share their community information, while learning about their own faith, in the only language they share, being as they are from various Bumiputera groups, and as how they have been practicing it all these years.

    15. The Herald is only sold within church grounds, and has also complied with government requests to have “TERHAD (restricted)” and “FOR NON-MUSLIMS ONLY” on the cover, even if it was never to be sold or distributed outside church grounds in the first place.

    16. The greatest lie being repeated over and over again, by ministers, morally-corrupt politicians, some Muslim scholars, some government-controlled media as well as misinformed members of the public is that the church started using the term “Allah” in The Herald since only a few years ago.

    17. The other great lie is that the term is also intended for use in the English edition.

    Thanks again for asking your very important question, my brother.

    Please do enlighten your fellow Muslim brothers and sisters on how it all started and why it was a non-issue, then made into an issue by the government, and now has become the biggest possible threat to Malaysian unity, peace and harmony, after more than 50 years of independence.

    Thanks.

    Take care and God bless.

    *The views written here are the personal opinion of the columnist (Anand K. Pillai)

    Not my writting, just borrow from www.themalaysianinsider.com

    ::imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus on 1.1.10

    Sunday, January 10, 2010

    here by, i announced that my 1st
    movie for year 2010 is the most amazing The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus !!! no big or great promo for this film in Malaysia but who want to miss the hottest man on Earth Mr Johnny Depp in action, not forgetting of the talented late Mr Heath Ledger? Booked the tickets at Pavillion and that is so wise of me (ehem ehem...) bcoz the lines are superrrr long, superrr slowwwww that new year day...Grab some drinks, sit back and enjoy the show.

    Early in the show, it is so true for you to "Don't worry if you don
    't understand it all immediately". Yeah.. the old Doctor Parnassus, his beautiful daughter Valentina, helpers Percy and Anton; on a outdated, weird-looking caravan.. doing old-fashioned storytelling and theatrical wonder. I dont get it at all and things are looking hillarious. But as the story move and unfold, came the devil and their long-ago deal, everything started to excite me. And and.. taa raaa- here come Heath Ledger- ironically found dead but is not.

    Depp..Johnny Depp!!!!

    This film to me is all about deal u made with the devil, choices you have in life, your inner dream or wild imaginations. The visual / graphic are very amazing, out of this world ( it's weird, kinda dark just like Tim Burton's films) but still some theraphy for the eyes. The breath taking part is for sure where Johnny Depp appeared as Tony (Heath Ledger) with his own charm and character of course =) Oh yes, in case you don't know, this film is Heath last movie and 3 actors offered to stand in for his role.They are Johnny Depp, Jude Law and Collin Farrel.


    last word.. not bad at all, go watch the movie.. you'll love it- be it the visual, the story or the men =p




    fOOd DiaRy - 1: Pepper Lunch@Pavillion.

    Thursday, January 7, 2010
    >>courtesy image from chuvaness.livejournal.com

    HOT hot hot kan poster promo Pepper Lunch tu..tapi bukan di Malaysia ya (no no no..kalo ade pun mesti berbaris nak bg usul membantah) Lunch kat sini dah dua kali actually, tahap sedap dia mmg xleh ingat punye..ditambah lagi ngan my craving towards beef.. this is a purfect place for a peaceful lunch at Pavillion. kalo nak harapkan Food Republic tu, penuh je senantiasa... Pepper Lunch ni is an affordable DIY fast food steakhouse with more than 200 outlets in Japan. Malas nak citer lebeh, cek je link ni http://www.pepperlunch.com.sg

    Nak makan kat sini, kena masak sendiri kat lam hot-plate ( yer ke hot plate..sukati je aku bg nama). 1st time makan, hairan la jugak. Nsb baik ada waiter comel yg bg tunjuk ajar. Daging n sayur-sayuran kena dibalikkan spya masak, sambil tu pilih lah sos-sos yang ade. Soy garlic, honey brown and black pepper memang favourite. Kat sini ade ice-cream gak, caramel & green tea.. sedapp =p Salad ala Jepun pun ade tapi lum penah try. Simpan for next visit lah kot..

    Sebab tak sabar nak makan hasil tgn masak sendiri (perasaan.) maka tiap
    kali nya jugak terlupa nama makanan yg telah di order..buruk sungguh perangai ku itu. Yg penting.. ada beef.. sedap hingga menjilat chopsticks =p Cukuplah promo kedai ni... nak share gambar plak.. Jgn terliur sudah.. Pergi lah try makan, gerenti tak regret.

    green tea soft ice-cream.. sodappp



    Like i said earlier... sedap hingga menjilat chopstick! owh yeah... me likey Pepper Lunch... they are burning a hole in the pocket n making me a carnivour sooner.. Bon appetite =)




    i got a feeling and i hate it...

    Tuesday, January 5, 2010
    arghhh!!!!!!!!! here come that critical feeling of being lazy, hopeless and loser again and again, right at the starting of a new year! when waking up early in the morng is not the problem anymore, another prob arise which is to sustain energy level till 5pm (at least..) caffeine do nothing effective here, believe me coz i have double portion of it by 2pm for 2days straight.
    and suddenly, i hate to be in my so call comfort zone of campus anymore.. cliche as it sound, i wanna break free and do something new, something fun and refreshing.. even the lab. conditions are not helping me coping with this. imagine doing ur works in a super duper hot room plus a labcoat that a mandatory to be wear all the time. to make my self happy and keep going on is to think about my best ever new year weekend and all the happy times with friends and families. hmm..it's my fault to live a lazy-bum life =p... and oh yea, i love whining about my own fault... now seem that i have to wait for such a looong time for my media from autoclave machine, im getting even piss off at everything! spoil spoiler spoilest!!!!! hah...did i meantion that i agreed to help my friend doing something kinda illegal a.k.a w/out my xxxxxxx knowing about it.. huhuhu... please please secret be safe. it's just a small thing after all, no need to be so kecoh2 and kamboh2...

    don't wait until everything is just right. it will never be perfect. there will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what? Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful
    ~mark victor hansen~