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    • Serene Sunday

    Sunday, January 30, 2011

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    Sunday! Though i don't hear any birds' chirping sound or soft breeze blowing my face, still i am feeling the serene     Sunday~~~ La la la la la......

    My morning start with.. hmm a whole lot of ra    in! And it rain from morning till night. My happy feet are cold whole day long. *A good reason for me to not walk or do much task today, aite*

    So i listened to my playlist on Notebook~ OST from Juno, 500 Days of Summer, The Postal Service, Mocca, Vampire Weekend & Zee Avi). Gr    ab a book and jump on my cozy bed for a blissfull heavenly Sunday afternoon. *Yeay*
     Just wanna share you about the book i read, The Wednesday Letters:



    ::The surprise "New York Times" bestseller, from an author who delivers an American storytelling at its best. The story of marriage, family, and forgiveness that has become not just a bestseller but an instant classic. Their story begins with one letter on their wedding night, a letter from the groom, promising to write his bride every weekafor as long they both shall live. Thirty-nine years later, Jack and Laurel Cooper die in each others arms. And when their grown children return to the family B&B to arrange the funeral, they discover thousands of letters. The letters they read tell of surprising jo    ys and sorrows. They also hint at a shocking family secret and ultimately force the children to confront a life-changing moment of truth.::


    and despite the fact that i've already read this book few times before, it never fail to makes me teary eyed. After all, this is a perfect chills at home Sunday. Rainy day, warm and cozy bed and a heart-wrenching novel to cling to. Now, how i wish     i can have a cup of hot black coffee.. the one and only my paternal grandparents always brew.



    Soul-full Song~

    Saturday, January 29, 2011

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    Songs with soul so deep that you can't stop listening to them. That is my conclusion for Ray Lamontagne's songs....     Who Ray? -- An American singer     song-writer. Wikipedia him :) A shy bearded part time carpenter.

    Here is one of the song, that i wish someone special will sing to me :P Just love the song and Ray's voice... heavenly husky and melodious.




    Ray Lamontagne: Hold You In My Arms lyrics

    When you came to me with your bad dreams and your fears
    It was easy to see you'd been crying
    Seems like everywhere you turn catastrophe it reigns
    But who really profits from the dying
    I could hold you in my arms     I could hold you forever
    I could hold you in my arms
    I could hold you forever


    When you kissed my lips with my mouth so full of questions
    My worried mind that you quiet
    Place your hands on my face     Close my eyes and say
    That love is a poor man's food     Don't prophesize
    I could hold you in my arms     I could hold you forever
    And I could hold you in my arms
    I could hold you forever



    So now we see how it is
    This fist begets the spear     Weapons of war
    Symptoms of madness     Don't let your eyes refuse to see
    Don't let your ears refuse to hear
    Or you ain't never going to shake this sense of sadness
    I could hold you in my arms     I could hold on forever
    And I could hold you in my arms
    I could hold on forever



    p/s:
    There's a lot of things that can kill a man. There's a lot of ways to die. Yes and some already dead who walk beside you. There's a lot of things I don't understand. Why so many people lie. Well it's the hurt you hide that fuels the fires inside you

    yesterday's post

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    this was supposed to be yesterday's post. But my broadband line is so effing suck all the time especially last nite. So here, a delayed entry from me miss fickle.

    Last night as i watched American Idol season 10, i am waiting for one particular participant -->
    Chris Medina <-- What is so special about him? I read in the Yahoo a review about the show (which aired earlier on US tv and Astro) because i need to know what i am getting when i watch it at 8TV on Friday night. And there in the review, there was a guy with a moving love story to tell the world. The audition tape was so touching.

    To cut the story short, this guy's fiancee got in an accident just 2 months before their wedding! The accident caused serious brain damage, and her life now depend on her fiancee and her mom. This is the most memorable words coming out from Chris Medina: ''     “What kind of guy would I be if I walked out when she needs me the most”

    Check out the audition here.

    warning: Keep a box of tissue by your side as you watch the video.


    simple things that made my day

    Thursday, January 27, 2011

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    Sometimes, simple things or gesture can make u smile whole day long. True? Believe me :)

    As i sat at my not so comfy plastic chair, staring at my lappy and wondering what to do with my thesis and myself... *ting!* this thought came across my mind.

    I always think that i am an optimistic person. Telling myself to look at the positive side of a problem, a person or what so ever. But, i do not have the energy and +ve vibes to do it most of the time.

    Here, some of the things that really can put a smile on me whenever the cloudy day appear.



    1. my Doggie bear, Giffe and dear jersey.


    2. There is a bakery in my Uni, that never fail to entertain me-- both with their pastries, coffee and of course the oldschool music that they played


    3. My Syrian Hamster, or named as Guinea. She is so cute with the innocent face & super flexible body. Not to forget a gymnast in the making :P


    4. Miss Berry the house cat! She's cuddly, cute, naughty and stupid sometime. How could me resist its cuteness??


    ....... and yes, simple things that give u the feeling of small joy and happiness.

    oh, tipah tertipu..

    Wednesday, January 26, 2011

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    tipah tertipuuuuuuuu!!! hear hear the story...

    ''det det det det....'' (ringtone bunyi lagu Violet Hour nyanyian Sea wolf) handphone berbunyi seawal jam 7.50am... jangan tanya siapa yang tepon. Jam 8am, 1pm dah 11pm, memang ringtone ni harus berbunyi, kalau tak bunyi jadi gundah gulana haru biru okei...


    ''hellooo.. morning!''... bla bla bla bla bla.... *mata celik O_O* tiba-tiba.
    ''tolong cek skali tiket asia..." alrite!
    *kreek (bunyi katil), angkat bangun berus gigi bancuh kopi on laptop.


    cari website aasia, cari kan flight untuk fantastic Mr. Fox :P
    *Slurrrp* minum kopi sambil tunggu page load....
    *Gulpppp* *Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!* mata fix kat skrin laptop.
    Ini serius ok, sangat serius. Return ticket KCH-KL, fare cuma RM56.00???


    Biarr betul? Gosok gosok mata, double check date n time. Ia, sah memang betul.
    Ambil handphone. *Ketik ketik* bunyi sms fantastic Mr.Fox rega tiket..
    Tunggu, tunggu... pastu handphone bunyi. (Ini pada jam 9am)


    Mr.Fox tak percaya (sapa caya....kan) so decided malam karang baru beli. Alright.
    Haha.. hati berbunga-bunga (monolog nie).. Senyum tak sudah.
    Dah tengahari sikit, baru sedar dunia. Cek kat Twitter world, waduh waduh. Gamat nie.
    Twitter AAsia dah kasi habaq satu dunia ada promotion last minute deal. Sei lo sei lo...
    *Imagine bubble imagination kena pop ngan jarum* POPPPP!


    Jam 12pm, cek lagi harga tiket.. okei, masih sama. Kusss semangat.
    Jam 1pm, lagu Violet Hour berkumandang lagi :))
    Hello sayang (aha, macam lagu Tilu..kan kan)
    Bla bla bla... Oh, ok later i cek the tix n try to buy it.
    Lepas tu, sambung balik lunch kat mamak.....


    Jam 2.30pm.... Yeay, beli tiket beli tiket. Can see Mr.Fox soon.. *hahaha, dalam hati ada taman*
    Page aasia loading............load....load.....

    ......JENG JENG JENG JENG JENG JENG......

    HARGA TIX ONE WAY = RM103 (CHEAPEST)
    Return tix = RM200++ (do ur math laa)



    tipah tertipuu :'((
    AAsia, not everyone can fly.
    Especially, golongan pokai.








    ::terowong gelap dan harapan::

    Tuesday, January 25, 2011

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    Kau pernah alami peristiwa gangguan elektrik atau black out? Lagi best kalau kena waktu malam-malam. Kalau masa tu kat tempat yang familiar takpa jugak, jalan raba-raba cari lilin ke lampu picit ke. Hah, cuba masa black out tu engkau kat tempat yang kau tak pernah pergi. Sumpah engkau memang tak tau kat mana pintu, kat mana tingkap. Terkurung kat unknown place, gelap gulita hitam pekat. Apa kau rasa? Takut kan, tak keruan... dan memang berusaha sedaya upaya nak keluar dari tempat tu. Rasanya kalau kau jumpa pemetik api, mesti perasaan kau masa tu macam kena tiket loteri ke jackpot ke yang nilai juta juta tu.

    Itu cuma cerita black out baii.. Cuba bayangkan kalau blackout semalaman... Mau nya kau tak tidur satu malam gak. Ye lah, dengan panasnya tak ada kipas atau penghawa dingin... Lengkap lagi dengan imaginasi segala cerita hantu seram yang kau pernah tengok selama ni. Nah, ambil kau siapa suruh suka sangat layan cerita hampeh picisan. Jangan bohong lah kalau kau kata tak takut dengan Vampire~ itu semua karakter yang telah diolah jadi menawan kalbu. Looks sell bak kata orang kan. Cuba pergi cari cerita Count Dracula dulu-dulu punya movie..... takut giler seh.

    Hah, kalau lah katakan senario gelap gulita tu tadi, kita bawa ke dalam terowong. Ala-ala terowong bawah tanah kat lebuhraya tu, tak pun imagi    ne sahaja terowong LRT lepas stesen Pasar Seni ke arah KLCC... Bayangkan kalau engkau berada kat dalam terowong yang panjang, seolah olah never ending tu. Gelap gelita sampai tak nampak jari sendiri, lepas tu suasana senyap saja. Panik melanda, kau lari tak tentu arah. Tujuannya hanya satu, nak mencari sumber cahaya walau sebesar jarum. Manusia rasa insecure tanpa cahaya, betul.

    Terowong tu dah la gelap, kau pulak tak tau berapa panjang dan lebar nya. Lari lari lari.... tiba tiba terlari masuk air paras lutut. Alamak, sudah jatuh ditim    pa tangga. Dah la gelap, ada air apa ntah.. air pembentung ke, air hujan ke... Ntah ada haiwan apa kat dalam air tu.... Oh, panik level meningkat lagi. Seriau-o-meter menaik, seram-o-meter tak payah cakaplah...

    Kau lari ke depan, ke belakang.. semua sama sebab gelap ma    na lah nak nampak kan. Tapi dalam hati kau percaya, ini memang ada jalan keluar. Kau mengharapkan sekelumit cahaya memancar lah dari mana arah. Harapan tetap digenggam, to lose hope is to die. Setidak tidak nya, kau berharap adalah orang lain yang berada dalam terowong tu. Sekurang kurangnya tidak lah berseorangan. Bak lagu Taylor, two is better than one kan. Mengharap kepada dua perkara, punca cahaya dan teman.

    Punca cahaya mungkin juga adalah hujung terowong. Pepatah Light at the end of the tunnel, tapi mungkin juga cahaya tu di tengah, siapa tahu? Teman, yang menjadi tempat sandaran untuk meluahkan segala ketakutan serta yang menjana kan bersama keberanian.

    Aku, sekarang ni masih berlegar kat dalam terowong itu. Tapi harapan tetap ada. Iya, sejuta harapan. Kalau berkecai, tinggal 999999 lagi.





    sudah sudah lah tu

    Wednesday, January 19, 2011

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    Sudah sudah lah tu
    wahai badan ku, jiwaku
    Letih dan mengantuk
    walhal apa kerja kau buat?

    Kau bangun celik mata
    Minum kopi secawan, roti sekeping dua
    Mata terpana depan laptop
    Apa untung berFacebook, berTwitter?

    Sudah sudah la tu
    jangan bertangguh, jangan malas
    Log book dah panggil
    Journals dah seru

    Tak berguna kalau hanya sesalan
    tanpa tindakan ya tak
    Wahai hati, wahai minda
    Kuatkan semangat, kentalkan raga

    Sudah sudah lah tu....
    Merenung jauh tanpa isi
    Bagai orang gila
    Cakap dengan dinding.

    Aah.. sudah sudah la tu.

    on the 13th day~

    Thursday, January 13, 2011

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    On the 13th day of year 2011...akhirnya aku jenguk dashboard blog aku, try nak merapu-rapu apa sahaja yang terlintas kat fikiran ni... Sebab musabab utama aku tak update adalah kerana Celcom broadband aku yang durjana nie. Selama 3 minggu aku kat kampung, hari2 dok tengok lampu kaler hijau je kat bband aku T_T.... coverage GPRS je baii..... Kalo nak lampu biru, maknenye kena angkat notebook duduk kat living room. Sorry, aku bukan antisosial tak nak kumpul ngan famili tapi i need my own space & freedom. Apa aktiviti online aku, biar aku je yang tau.....

    Tak sedar yang tahun 2010 jauh ke belakang, dah 13 hari pun masuk tahun baru nie.. Aku pulak, masih kat tapuk yang sama, tak maju tak undur... okei la tu kottt daripada ter'gostan' kan.... Duduk kat rumah selama tiga minggu ni, aku perhatikan betapa besarr dah adik-adik aku yang tiga orang tu.. Dulu masa baru nak masuk Degree, dorang kecik lagi.. tak reti nak lawan cakap orang tua. Sekarang neh... merokok lah, lawan cakap nenek, bertekak ngan orang tua..... Huish, walaupun kategori adik2 aku nie smua jenis baek dan takde masalah disiplin but kalau bandingkan ngan kitorang dulu2... jauh beza! Memang 'peel' budak2 sekarang macam ni kot.. Dah lah tak reti nak berdikari.... Tapi bab-bab nak join aktiviti tak berpekdah tu nombor 1 pulak.

    Minggu ni aku dah start balik jadi demo kelas komputer bebudak undergrad... harap2 korang nie bijak la sikitt ek. Kelas awal2 ni senang je, MS Office je.. kalo tak reti buat memang aku tak tau lah.. betul kot korang tu kena spoon feed je. Aku nie, tak pernah pun g kelas komputer formal. Semua main godek-godek sendiri, last-last berjaya gak...

    Apa-apa pun, aku takde new year resolution tahun nie. Buat apa kalau in the end tak tercapai... Let me do what i want to do... Hari tua aku tak lama lagi, tapi aku tak pernah rasa tua... i am always young at heart. Just hoping for a bright year ahead, full of hope and promises~ as simple as that~